I was enrolled in a small all female religious school, not Catholic. Uniforms, church every day, unending talks about motherhood and housewifehood. Most all of us were on that path, graduate, get married, have children. We weren't ever going to be power women in suits, pretending to be men. But, in the ninth grade one of our classmates got pregnant.
After several meetings of school administrators, teachers and parents, the decision was that we would be exposed to sex education. What we didn't know, because we already knew everything. A woman, she was dressed as a nurse, came in with a video and pamphlets. The video was explicit, male genitals in their natural state and male genitals in their erect state. Female genitals in their natural state, and female genitals in their aroused state. None of had ever seen a female arousal, but we had felt it. Anyway, our first porn movie.
There was 26 of us, we were all given an erect dildo, a life size dick with condoms and we had to learn how to put the condoms on. At first, we did it all with our eyes open, but then we had to do it with our eyes closed in our laps with a black sheet so we couldn't see what we were doing. We got a pretty detailed and long lecture on male arousal and particularly what a man was willing to do once he was aroused. Pay attention ladies, he won't stop because you tell him. Lesson, don't get him hard.
We got a whole lesson on our circuity, and our fertility cycle and that during ovulation we were more susceptible. It was more important to track our ovulation than our periods. Then as a high light this guy who posed for artists came in and stood naked and we had the opportunity to really see a naked man.
I went home confused, I wasn't impressed, the dildo thing was fun, but the rest was just lectures. When I was a senior I went out with this college student friend of my sisters, and he got erect, hard, and horny. He was pretty blunt, he wanted pussy. I gave him a hand job, not good enough, give him a blowjob. But that wasn't good enough, he wanted pussy and he got pussy just like the teacher had said, no was not an answer. I walked into my house with his semen in me. My shirt I tried to get tucked in, but in the car it wasn't possible. My hair wasn't right either. Going down on him and holding my head messed up my hair and I didn't realize it. I also walked funny because my panties were wet from oozing semen. None of this got past my mother.
She came up to see me, demanded that she inspect my vagina. She had saved away this medication. The morning after medication which she administered. She told me that I had not saved myself for marriage like I had promised and that no man wanted a ruined girl. The penalties were harsh, I was going to have to settle for some nobody. But I wasn't going to get pregnant, she had the solution. It was then and only then that I realized I was at peak ovulation. Nature plays games with you.
I kept myself off the market, didn't have sex again until I got married. The man I married was older and wiser, 27 not like me 22 and innocent. He took any semblance of virginity away, including anal. No morning after, no condoms, no birth control. I got pregnant on my honeymoon. If ever there was an applause that was it, I had succeeded. Good girl.
