I was raised in a conservative religious household and went to Christian schools, and then a Christian college. I was a virgin when I finished college and I didn't think anything of it. I got a job working for a Christian radio station and worked there for ten years when I met a man in a parking lot because my car wouldn't start. I didn't make it home a virgin. I had to send a wrecker to pick up my car the next day.
I went down a hole of sexual perversion. I had sex as often as he was willing. I performed sex on him, and liked to ride down him while he was watching television. I bent over the kitchen table for him, and fed him his oyster with my legs wide open. When a year went by that I wasn't pregnant he confessed to me that he had had a vasectomy. I went into a period of depression and begged him to see if it could be reversed, which is a low probability procedure.
He had the procedure and after another year I did get pregnant. The Lord had heard my Prayers and I fell to my knees to thank Him.
I am no longer so needy and I run my house for him and my son to live in. I am a member of the local denomination and I am a very nice lady. But sometimes, I do get needy and I turn into a harlot and won't give up easily. There's life and there's life bent over the kitchen table for him and if I have to pick, I would rather spend my life bent over for him. When he is in me I feel His gaze upon me, He knows why He made me for him, and He knows why He sent my husband to me.