I'm not gay but....

I’m 50 straight married with adult children i have never had sex with another man but lately have been craving for another man’s cock in my hands. Well it happened and I jacked another man off he came all over my hand and it was so exciting and I really loved doing it. My first thought was I want to find another cock, a bigger one and I want to be surrounded by cocks. I want to jerk off every man that would allow me but now I know I must not. I’m married and it would ruin my life so I promised myself it will never happen again but how I loved the feeling of making another man come.

MMMMM I'm also married and fantasize about other men's cocks and balls. The urge got stronger since my marriage became sexless. I get so horny thinking about sucking a cock or getting fucked in my ass while I jackoff. I think it'd be hot to have a FWB.

I have been married for many years. No sex at home these days so I have been meeting with men for sex. I like anal
Penetration and have been using sex toys for years 
 I watch gay porn and love seeing huge cocks fucking tight ass and men sucking huge cocks. After a couple of years of secret talks on bisexual dating sites meeting other men that want to fuck me I have come up with a private little group of friends that like sex with men and we all suck cock but mainly they all love to fuck me and gang bang me and taking multiple cocks up the ass is the hottest thing I have ever done. Two of the men are way above average hung. Close to 10” and very thick. I really like fucking them and having the other guys watching hacking off sucking each other and after months of practice I can now take both hung men at the same time. One up my ass and one in my throat. They both cum a lot and it feels great to feel a big pair of nuts touch mine and a pair of nuts on my chin when they both cum in me at both ends
 After way too many cold beers I live to get nasty and kinky and have them all over me cocks being shoved in me at both ends cum all over me cum dripping out of my ass as dick after dick fucks me and I end up fucked until
I can’t walk 
 All the guys have this fantasy now about me taking a huge black cock in front of them. I bought a long thick black rubber cock 14” long and it has a suction cup base and they all
Line to watch me back up on it and take it all the way up my ass then fuck myself while I  suck their dicks. hot sex with horny men is some of the best sex ever 

I am
In my early 60’s married all my life considered very straight family man. For the last few years sex has been nothing around the house and I haven’t admit that I have always bern a bit curious about cock and having sex with men. 
 I like watching big hard cock gay porn and I have purchased several dildos and sex toys. Butt plugs expandable butt plugs big rubber cocks and I am fortunate to be flexible and hung well enough that I have learned to suck my own cock and swallow my cum. I can actually get my dick in my asshole so I like to cum in my ass and use my cum for lube to fuck my ass with my toys. 
 I go out to my cabin on the lake tell the wife I  going fishing then lick the doors close the blinds strip off naked put on the pirn and drag out my box of toys. Up until about a year ago I acted alone. I found bisexual dating sites on my computer and after talking to quite a few hot older men I got up the courage to meet with one and it went very well. He was 10 years younger than me married very clean neat and respectful. Not to mention he had a very large dick and he liked to fuck 
 The first time we met after only two beers we were out in the back seat of his truck in a 69. The next week when we met not only did we suck each other off but at last I finally got fucked up the ass and it felt so damn good I begged him to cum in my ass. 
 Now after about a year it’s not only him but two of his best friends and I that meet pretty often for the hottest sex I have ever had. Both his friends have nice cocks and the three of them really get into fucking me multiple times and it can last for a very long time. They all take turns on me and they all cum in me multiple times and on our last meeting one of them brought his sexy wife along because she really wanted to watch and she got naked played with toys and sucked our cocks watching them fuck me then to my surprise she pulled out this big strap on cock and fucked me while I sucked of the other men and we had a great time and we all got to watch her husband fuck her ass. 
 They plan to bring her again and I will tell you this. It was a huge turn on to be fucked by three hung men with a sexy lady watching and seeing her play with the sex toys and ducking cock was very hot. 
 I think we are all going to butt fuck her next time but if I don’t get to I will be fine as long as the other guys fuck me. 

I am not gay but here lately I have been thinking about cock. I want to suck a man’s cock on my knees  out in the woods and let him
Fuck my mouth gag me by sticking his dick down my throat and swallowing his warm
Thick load. After that I hope he wants to bend me over and fuck my ass. I am really anxious to feel a hard cock in my ass and to be fucked and pounded hard then take a big hit load deep in my ass. 
 I am not gay but I think about it daily and of the right guy ever comes around I am going to let him use me all he wants and cum in my ass multiple times. I watch gay pirn and huge cocks excite me and I really get off watching hung black men fuck white guys and cum
In their ass. I would suck a guys dick then just before he cums hurry up and shove his dick up my ass so I could take his cum up my ass.