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My adult boy cousin and I had sex when I was almost eleven years old. At the time I had a very profound crush on him and he obviously took full advantage of it and the fact that I was still to young from him to get me pregnant. I was not prepared for how complicated it was to navigate our secret sexual relationship but I fully cooperated   

5th grade staying over a my friends house late night in his dark bedroom we started touching each other then took our underwear off then took runs laying on top of each other. 
 He got me to roll over on my stomach and he got on top of me and both of us being naked it felt very good and both of us had a hard on and his felt good rubbing on my bare ass. 
 H reached in between us and kept touching his dick to my asshole then he started to push. It took him awhile but it went in and he pushed until he was all the way up my ass. It stung a little but it also felt good. He started to work it in and out and he shot his tiny load inside of me. He took it out of me and I told him to stick it back in me. We talked a little then went to sleep. Early before daylight he got on top of me again put his dick in me fucked me and came in me again. 
 That day he put it in me three times and for the next several years I let him fuck me all the time and once we tried sucking each other we both enjoyed it and once we got a taste of each others cum we always sucked to completion and swallowed 
 As we got older we found that there were other horny boys and eventually we had a private little group that liked sex and didn’t mind doing it with other boys as long as they could get off. All thru my school years I let a lot of boys butt fuck
Me and it always felt very good. 
 I can’t even remember how many times I let multiple boys fuck me one right after the other and we never talked about pulling out they all came inside of me. In the 10th grade I had my first really big cock experience. His name was Terry and I saw his huge dick in the showers after practice in the locker rooms. I know he saw me looking at it many times so one day he just came right up to me and asked me why I was always looking at his dick. Caught off guard I finally answered him and just told him it was just so big I had to look at it. He laughed and walked away but a week later he and I were at his house on a Saturday with no one home he fucked me two times and I left there with my asshole stretched and sore and a lot of cum inside of me plus stomach cramps from being penetrated so deep. 
 I got used to it because for the next several years t two years at least once a week he fucked me and pumped me full of cum and once I got used to his huge cock I wanted it all the time. Now I am
In my 60’s married for many years but I have had anal sex with several select hung men. I have used different things to satisfy my cravings for anal penetration and I have purchased many sex toys and my wife and I used to enjoy strap on sex but she doesn’t want to do it anymore. 
 I don’t consider myself gay at all. Maybe a little bit bi just because I enjoy ass play and getting fucked. I have always been very selective I prefer married very clean discrete men with really big cocks. I used to travel all the time with my job and I would meet men thru Craigslist talk to them for weeks swap
Pics and likes and dislikes then when we were both comfortable I would have them come to my hotel rom and we would have oral sex and they would fuck me and I liked letting them cum in me. Most all of the men could cum multiple times so many times it was not just a quick fuck and leave they would stay awhile and fuck me two or three times. 
 After years of wondering and being very curious and watching porn I really got into watching white men taking huge black cocks. I resisted the urge for years then one weekend after drinking way too much in my hotel room I talked to this big black guy and he sent me a pic of his cock. Both hard and soft. It was dripping pre cum and huge. Bigger than anything I had ever taken up my ass. We talked for hours and about 10:00 am
The next day he came to
My room and for several
Hours he put me in every position possible penetrated me many times fucked me like an animal and got off in me numerous times. I had him take a few pics of his monster cock in my ass and I will never forget this guy. His cock was so fat I couldn’t get my hand around and it was 13.5” long. He said his wife wouldn’t let him put it up her ass so he really liked fucking my ass. 
 Over the next year or so I was back in that area and contacted him
And he came to
My room and fucked me all he wanted and knowing I could trust him I shared a fantasy with him and told him I wanted him to tie me up and fuck me. He wanted to do it also so and it was so fucking hot to be tied down taking a huge cock being used and raped tied down was the most exciting sex I have ever had. 
 There was a big nice chair in the corner of my room and I pushed it out into
The room then I got behind it spread my feet then bent over with my ass exposed. My dick got hard right away and I had him tie my ankles to
The legs of the chair then tie my wrists Together then tie them to the front legs of the chair. My dick was running the back of the chair while he stood behind me holding his dick he touched it to
My asshole then stuck it up my ass he fucked the hell
Out of me and I got him to talk very dirty to me and slap
My ass hard many times and he got off twice in my ass and cum was dripping off 
My nuts and down both legs when he pulled out he rubbed his cum covered dick all over my ass slapped my ass really hard a few times talking dirty to me and then he started to finger me and got four big fingers up my add pushing hard he made me cum
Like I had never came before. We showered and I sucked my first black cock on
My knees in the shower. He sucked me off  then he got dressed and left. I laid around my room all day thinking about what we had done and I hacked off several times looking at the pics of his huge dick in my white ass. That night I still
Had cum
Leaking out of me and still to this day I remember taking his huge cock and wish I could do it again. I still use big objects in my ass when I have the privacy mostly huge fresh cucumbers. I buy the biggest ones I can find and if the wife is gone I will spend hours naked lubed up shoving huge cucumbers and even clean washed ears of corn up my ass. When am
In the mood nothing feels better than a good anal stretching and taking my time to put something up my ass that is way too big. I can cum
Multiple times and never touch my dick. It just feels good and always has 

My first was with an adult too when I was still a preteen. My parents never found out.

My first was with an adult male that sucked mine while I looked at a porn magazine when I was about twelve.

I was 13 he was 15. Two horny young boys just dying to have sex but no girls to have sex with and one day he told me he wanted to do something and when I asked him what it was he told me 
 I could believe it at first but he was trying to talk me into letting him fuck me.  He told me he really wanted to donut bad. He told me how he wanted to put his dick in my ass and told me I would like it ttoo. He took his dick out and played with it in front of me and was begging me to at least let him rub it on my ass. 
 Finally I told him OK we can try it and in a few minutes we were out in their barn with the door locked on the feed room taking down our pants. 
 No o e was home and we were there alone and as soon as our pants were down he had me bend over a stack of feed bags then he got behind me rubbing his dick on my asshole and he kept spitting using his spit to penetrate me. His dick was bigger than mine and I had tears in my eyes as he pushed it in my tight ass. I asked him to take it out a few times but he just held me down and pushed it up my ass until I had taken all
Of it and he started to fuck me as I gripped the sacks and tears ran from my ayes with my asshole on fire
 By the time he came in my ass it was starting to feel really good and as he pulled on my hips forcing his dick up my ass I asked him if he was finished. He told me no he wanted to do it again. 
 It was much better the second time. Having his cum inside of me really made it nice and slick for him to fuck me and he fucked me really hard for a very long time then shot another warm slick load up my ass then left his dick in me until it got soft and slipped out of my not so tight asshole. I felt his cum running out of my ass and I liked how it felt and I liked being fucked and I told him I liked it and asked if he could do it again
 When
I stood up and turned around my eyes went straight to his dick and I couldn’t believe I had just had it in my ass it looked big and was covered in cum and I wanted it back in my ass soon. 
 It room a few minutes and he had me bent over again and this time he went on and on fucking me really hard and fast before he emptied his nuts in my ass a third time. 
 For three years he fucked me all the time and shared me with his friends many times and all the older horny boys liked to fuck me and even gang gang me at times and now in my 60’s I find myself wanting to find a man or two to fuck me again. I still
Like things in my ass but haven’t had any dick in many years. I want to try a very big huge long fat dick in my ass. I know what big rubber cocks feel like up my ass I want a real one. 

My bestie's older brother (13?) showed me a hardcore foreign language magazine that featured boys and girls around my age engaging with each other when I was like eleven years old.